that this journal even exists. Really.

On a quick side note: FUCK YOU PHANTOM HOURGLASS!!! *ahem* Yes. I really hate that game. And I keep playing it because I just... do.

So here I am at the end of November. My wardrobe transformation has finally come to a complete end. I don't know if I'm proud or disturbed to say I bought nothing black today besides a pair of leather driving gloves and a long wool double breasted coat (of which I don't get to wear til Christmas. le-sigh). Not to say I don't still dress like a teenage nerd on my down time... but at least I look semi presentable part of the time.

But Thanksgiving had me thinking. About? Well, the obvious of course. All of the things I am thankful for. More specifically, all of the amazing people in my life that I am thankful for. From the girl friends who were there when everyone else decided to pass me off as some crazy bitch (not that I'm often not... but that's a much different type of crazy ) to the guys who helped me move all my shit out of my parents' house in a matter of hours. I'm thankful for late night talks and games of "chess" and mid day arguments over the evils of yellow and treacheries of blue; the nights filled with rock band and mornings filled tripping over myself on my way to work. I'm thankful for all of my firsts this past year, even the horrible ones (mind out of the gutter you... I'm referencing my first time going clubbing thank you very much). I'm thankful for all my friends, and hell, even the acquaintances that I rarely spend time with. Learning to deal with people on a social basis is hard but it's proving to be worth it. (I'll write that here but I won't admit it to a couple of people. They'd never let me live it down >.<

And now this has turned into a "I've been up shopping since 3 am-ish... and I'm exhausted... and thus I'm rambling and making no sense." I will upload some artsy stuff at some point. Really. I promise. I still need to hook up my scanner >.< Pro-cra-sti-na-tor = J. E. Z.

Live and learn and love along the way.
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